Now what?

I'm about to graduate... so in just 1 week, I will face the 'real world'. I didn't realize that the processed of getting in the real world can be tough as well.

Anyways, I've been job searching online. And it's damn hard. I check out almost all of the hospitals and clinics within the metro, but all doesn't have any vacancies. It sucks. I don't want to work in a Human Resource Department. My internship in industrial psychology is awful. I didn't enjoy it at all. So I realize, that office thing is not for me. I prefer to work in a psychiatric facilities; interacting with the patients. I can also work as a teacher. I think I have a ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder), I can't do the same thing for a long time. So yes, that's the main reason why I hate working as an HR because they just do the same thing over and over again. Yes, working in clinics and hospitals have their routines too but at least you get to interact to you patients and learn from the whole experience. Trust me working in a psychiatric facilities has full of surprises.

So yea, like always I am pretty lose again. -___- What should I do?? Well, I know what should I do, it just that I feel like there's no opportunities. Oh! Opportunities can cost a lot. Nothing is free in the world anymore. I want to work in clinical setting, but all of them wants applicants with experience. Fuck it. How will I gain a experience if they won't give me one?? Most of them wants applicants that also has their masters or at least enrolled in one, how can I enroll to a graduate school if I don't freakin have money to pay for the tuition fees??? Damn it!

Okay. I will stop complaining since it won't change anything.  I just hope that someone will give me a opportunity to work with them! :)