Who's real, who's not?

I've been wondering who's real and who's not. I have a lot of friends who only contacted me when they need something. I used to be a Hero, who's always on the go, who's willingly ready to be used by my so called friends. I called myself a Hero because like a hero I rescue them at their darkest moment than fly away after that saving. I used to like what I do, I used to be okay with that... until I finally got tired. I got tired being a super friend.

It took awhile for me to be not the super friend, though sometimes I was willingly ready to be used. I can't help it. I know how fake they are. I know that they talked behind my back. It's not me over thinking or being too suspicious but I really do feel that they're talking behind my back. I'm good at reading people, I am too sensitive not to see their true identity.

Like what I said I've been wondering who's fake and who's not, then I realize I become one of the fake one's. Because I got fucking tired of being nice,  turned out to be like them - who uses other people, who will contact a friend when I need something. Though, I don't apply it to everyone, I just apply it to my user friends. Still it's not right.

Now, I don't care that much. I'll used them the way they used me, after all we're all users. I'll cherish those who have been real to be and well be nice to those who have been faking since then.