I want to get out of this house! I am freakin sick with all the nagging! I am freakin sick with all the bullshit! I am freakin sick of all the drama's! I am going crazy and probably soon I'll be gone mad!
I am a house person, to be honest I rather spend my friday night at home. But this house doesn't feel home anymore. Everything change, well it got worst. Before I really didn't get it why people when they got old they live separate from their parents house. Isn't more convenient to live with them?? Now I realize why. Now I am actually considering or should I say wanting to leave this house, but of course I can't do that, not yet. I am still in college, I still need my family's money. And even after college things will be more difficult since I'm planning to take up my masters and they told me that they won't give me money for that, so I have to save money for my education. I am not so smart so academic scholarship can be quite difficult, I don't know where can I get a grant in this country. I am not that smart to apply for scholarship in other country but I am still hoping that I will be able to get one.
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