When anxiety strikes…
I guessed you get really anxious when you are struggling
with life at the same time feel guilty about it. I’m in the midst of being hopeless,
I am not sure if God is with me or maybe I am not sure if this is what he wants
for me. Do we want the same thing? Or is it just me? I know what he plans for
me is better, but I still can’t stay calm about it. I can’t accept my failure.
It’s hard for me to accept that what I envision myself into is not what God
wants for me, that he has greater plans. To be honest I am in doubt, in doubt
of my own future. I don’t know if these are just challenges that I must face in
order to achieve my dreams, or is it a sign that this is not for me? I want to
know soon. Because if these are just a challenges then I am more than happy to
face it and to win it, but if it’s a sign, then please God help me – help me
accept that you have greater plans for me. I trust you; it’s just that I am too
arrogant – stubborn. I feel guilty for that, I feel guilty for a lot of things.
For being irresponsible, for being mean, for being cruel, for being inconsiderate.
I’m sorry.
I’m too weak, aren’t I?
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