Oh Lord, My loving God thank you

Actually I wanted to start this paragraph like this "Once in a while we feel hopeless, sad... down" but I figured out that probably most of us didn't just felt that once in a while but more like "every once in a while" -  does it make any sense? Lol

Anyways, last night I feel so down and now I am better, though I still have one thing to worry about. I felt devastated last night, I was numb. I hadn't have enough sleep for two days, so this morning I decided to be calm and just relax. I know that because I haven't have any sleep for 2 days, little things will irritate me. So I decided to play nice, and I'm glad my sibling and my parents cooperated and didn't do things that might irritate me. Though I was nice this whole morning, when I go to school my energy was off. Of course, I have no energy that's why I didn't attend my last class. I need sleep. But still here I am writing to this blog, but I really want to share my feelings, I want to express my thanks to god through this blog.

God knows that I've been troubled by something, it troubled me to the point it makes me anxious and cry. I begged for him and like always he listen and he gave me what I want. Sometimes, I feel like I don't deserve His kindness but the again i want His kindness that's why maybe, I want to think that I deserve it.

Later this afternoon, I feel relived. God answered my prayers, God took care of me. He listened! I guessed God really does have His own way, though I must say His own way is kinda scary at first. The whole point is, just trust him.

Thank you my loving Lord. Oh God, thank you! I love you.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

And I'm sorry for the worrisome.

Yours truly,

Sola