I know I told you guys that I'll post the part 2 of my journey through depression, but I am not in the mood to write that since I am not feeling so down today. More than feeling down I miss something... I miss love. Yes, I do miss the feeling of in love, or do I even know the real feeling of love? I was young when I had a boyfriend, so I'm not really sure if it's love though it hurts when we broke up....
Through the years after the break up, with all the novels, mangas that I read and with all the tv dramas and movies that I watched... With all the reflection with all the experiences of me and the people around me, I come up with the definition of "love is a wonderful feeling" it's not suppose to hurt. ( well, case to case basis) love should always feel wonderful in a sense that it is right.
During the semestral break, I've been watching korean tv drama and once again I fell in love with it - with the actor. And it makes me miss love... I want to love again. I wanna know how the 19 year old me will love? My friends are curious too, because I think I grew a lot. I wanna know if I really did grow, I want to know if I'm mature enough to handle relationship.
Oh love. Who could you be? I want you... I am still waiting...
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