Okay. So I've been so busy with this past weeks and I'll still be busy for next week (final exams week) and during the semester break.
So this last few weeks, I had lots of deadlines to catch. I've been doing my case study, shooting, reports, and lots of experiments! So I'm exhausted! I hadn't been attending my class just to finished my case study because I have to meet my client and he's being uncooperative. It actually make me feel like I'm a failure!
Anyways, with all the stress that I'm having with school stuff, S (my girl best friend) is adding up to my stress! She freakin knows that I hate it when people disturb me especially in my busy moment. If I'm not contacting them, that means that I don't want to talk, and I told her for like a hundreds of times that I'm BUSY, still she's disturbing me! It's annoying, and to be honest even though I'm not busy I still don't want to talk to her. She's been talking and talking a lot, and I'm not interested!
She's having a problem with just a lame stupidity of hers. I think she's just an immature flirt. She's flirting with her crush and then when her crush holds her hand - she let him! because she was so damn scared because they were walking in the dark. Stupid right? Don't she dare tell me that she couldn't do anything! She do something but she chose to let that dude hold her hand, and she chose not to do anything. And now she's whining how guilty she was? That's she doesn't know what to do? that's she's in a crazy situation??? For God sake! Deep inside she wants it, and now she's regretting it? She's just feeding her ego that's why she wants to brag that out. If she wants to brag out her stupid action then she could do that with her other friends! I'm busy, and I keep telling her that I'm busy and I'll contact her after I'm done with all this stuff. Still she keeps calling! What makes me more pissed is when she's calling while on my class!
Now I realize that I can't always be there for my friends or should I say I choose not to be there? It's a lame problem! It's not like she's gonna die? Can't she get over that? If she really feels guilty about it, just say sorry to her boyfriend and forget everything! Okay I know she's just feeling her femininity now, but it doesn't mean that she can be a flirt? What's even worse is she never listen to me! So what's the point with all the talking if she won't listen to me? If she just want someone to listen to her, she have her other friends to brag that out. I don't want to listen with her constant whining about how she regret this and that, or how stupid she was or how sweet that crush of hers or how overwhelming attention she receives from guys. It's the same story over and over again. I don't want to feed her id. I'm freakin tired with it! Anyways, next week I'm gonna hangout with her, so I'll let this out! I'll tell her how stupid she was. lol
But for now, I just need to express it with this blogs.
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