Dreaming

Here I am again, fascinating about the impossible future. It sucks that I am too futuristic and idealistic, but what can I do? I can only dream/imagine.

I spent my days imagining the future with Chace Crawford or Robert Pattinson. lol
It's funny and creepy how I make up stories in my mind and it's a continuous stories! Sorry for that. It's just that I am so hooked up with this Christian Grey thing, that makes me want love with a hot man ;) Yea, I know it sound crazy, and I hope that soon I'll get over with this thing just like I move on with Twilight Saga.

But honestly, I never actually get what I want though I could say that God always gives me what I need and in some aspects he blesses me more than what I think I deserve so I am thankful with that. So I will just let him lead the way. Just go with the flow and expect the worst but hope for the best, and now I need to focus here in the present world, and just do my very best!

"I am too busy dreaming about the future, I didn't realize that I have been wasting my present time that I will regret in the future."

"Your only assurance in a good future is the effort you put in your present."


by me :)

Fifty Shades

I just finished reading Fifty Shades Trilogy and like any other novels or manga's that I read, I find it hard to move on, I just can't get enough with the story - not the sex though. I like their love story. I like how possessive they are in each other. It's nice to have Mr. Christian Grey.

Reading book 1 which is Fifty Shades Grey is like reading my well um... own thoughts. Like Anasatasia Steele, I also long for those trembling knees, butterflies in stomach and whatever you feel when you're in love. I haven't felt it in a long time, do I even felt it before? lol. Though the book is poorly written, I think it is quite good. It's very dreamy and teenage like story. 

Book 2 - Fifty Shades Darker is my favorite, because the start of it is really sweet. Though it has a lot of sex - a lot.

Book 3 - Fifty Shades Freed is good, because it has bonus chapters! I really want to know more about Christian Grey thoughts, I wish E L James will published a book being Christian Grey the narrator.

Reading those 3 books, makes me crave for love.  I haven't really thought about wanting to fall in love because I am too focus with my studies, and I'm just enjoying my life as it is even though I long for it, sometimes I will ask God for it but I'm not really into it until I read Fifty Shades Trilogy. Fifty Shades Trilogy makes you feel refresh, makes you wonder how it feels to be truly in love and most of all it makes you realize how wonderful love can be. Love can be the cure for everything, though it can be also the reason of every pain.

All in all Fifty Shades trilogy is not as you good as any other novel, I could say that it is poorly written, though it is quite entertaining and well It's like a cheap drug.